Tin Foil Roses: 
Making the best out of nothing under 
the guidance of my Heavenly Father.

I know that I really don't have any readers, at least none that I know of, but I still do not blog as much as I'd like to.  Lately, I've been doing a lot of plannig.   Planning for spring cleaning.  Homeschool planning.  Diet planning.  Plan. Planning. BLAH!!!   I'm doing so much planning, that I'm sorry to admit that I'm not really doing anything else.  

It kind of makes me start to cry just thinking about it all...where has all my energy gone???  My willpower?  My drive??  Where is it all at?  I'd say how much weight I've put on, but it's a utter embarassment.  With all my health problems I've encountered over the past year or so...well...I just never thought that this would be me.  You know?  I never once thought that I'd be so heavy that every movement of every day would become a struggle...Sometimes a painful struggle at that.  And I feel so bad for my children.  They're suffering a lot from my lack of will power to lose weight.

But that's about to change.  MARCH 1ST IS THE BIG DAY.  The day that I'm finally going to commit to living right, and ditch this food addiction.  Yes, addiction.  I'm never hungry when I eat.  And I don't really eat emotionally either.  I eat just to eat...and I'M DONE WITH THAT!!!  I've kicked many addictions over the past 2 years, and I will not be satisfied until I've kicked this one, too.  

So, next Monday is the day.  The day is set and I'm sticking to it.  



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    I am a homeschooling, SAHM of 3 gifts from God, a helpmeet to the most wonderful man in the world, and daycare provider to 4 vibrant children. I ♥ MY LIFE!


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